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[Chilly]

*HUGS* ya back *S* I read that poem everytime i find myself missing talking with him and it helps me alot. It really says alot in just those few words.

[Xenia]

it was weird chilly..yesterday..i camt to this thread..and read all the nice stuff..bout friends and all..then i got fiXated on what yesterday really was for me..the anniversery of his death...then i came to ur post..and i started to read it,but by the third line i heard him sayin it to me...i couldnt help but tear..its been 9 years..and i dont tear much over it anymore..but thats why i think i was meant to come to that post before anyone else..and you were kinda our little messenger*S....its true they are there..i know it..*hugz

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wont you listen to me Sam he's a devil not a man and he spreads the burning sand with water......... cool.......... clear.......... water

[sperm whale~]

<center><FONT COLOR=#00C0DB>when nothing makes sense

and every thought is blurred

love finds it's way

and somehow i understand

i know why it is

and what must be

no matter what arises

or what happens

love will always

find it's way

and lead us to our place

our fairytale

when you look into my eyes

you view my soul

and see the love i have to give

it is everything i am

and because of it

i will always love you

for you have given it to me

in a world full of despair

you've given me hope

a dream

a desire for something more

something better

for this you will always be special

i love you more than anyone will ever know

if there was a word to describe my love

surely it would only be spoken by god

for no person could love more than me

in my heart i carry you

and the essence of love

in its pure and simple form

all i have to offer you is me

and my love

though both are simple

i promise they are true

even as i write this

i think of how to describe to you

something i hardly understand

but i must tell you how i feel

so i close my eyes

and let my heart guide my hand

perhaps the tears that fall from my eyes

will show you my love

and how much it means to me

to me our love is everything

i believe love will find it's way

and show us the answers

to the questions being revealed

i promise you that i will always love you
little fishie~

and i never will hurt you

i know you love me minnow~

i can see it in your eyes

and feel it in your touch

i promise i will never forget it

for out of everything in my life

i have earned and acquired

your love is my most valuable possession

and the memories

i have with it

will always be my fondest...

life is truly a mystery

a puzzle waiting to be solved

although one might be able to solve it alone
the answer will be found easier

with another

i want to discover life with you minnow~

and experience all of lifes mysteries

together in your embrace

i love you minnow~
...always and forever.....</font></center>
Gulp.................<font size =1><font color=black>


[This message has been edited by M?????a (edited July 26, 2001).]

[Më£ïñÐa]

*sigh
isnt LOVE grand!!....*VB

[Tay]

Tangles & Tattered

my life has become,wretched from my body it lies before me

Taken and used,tossed and forgot,given freely and openly but, now what have I got?

It seems its over and never really mattered this tissues of lies,has left me
tangled
and
tattered.....

[Tay]

OMG!! phantas.....*cries*.. how sweet...*sighs deeply*...miss you guys phant and minnow *hugz*

[Më£ïñÐa]

<FONT COLOR=#CC00CC>A Lovely prayer!

Now I lay me down to sleep,

I pray for a man, who's not a creep.

One who's handsome, smart and strong,

One who's "willy" is thick and long.

One who thinks before he speaks,

When he promises to call, he won't wait weeks.

I pray that he is gainfully employed,

And when I spend his cash he won't be annoyed.

One who pulls out my chair & opens my door,
massages my back & begs to do more.

Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my
mind, knows just what to say when I ask
"How big is my behind"?

One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin, In the hall, the shower, the garden and kitchen!

I pray that this man will love me to no end,

And never attempts to screw my bestfriend.
And as I kneel and pray by my bed,

I look at the Shit Head you sent me instead! ! !

Amen</font>

[Sniffer]

ummm... well.. a poet i ain't... but i did read this on the wall of a pay toilet once....
here i sit broken-hearted
spent a dime and only farted
last time i took a chance
saved a dime and shit my pants

[LiQuiDreaM]

I've tried to make it on my own

thought i could make it all alone

until i knew i needed You in my life

searched for answers unquestioned

returned questions unanswered

You are the only place i love to go

only place where, only to You, i'll show

my life and it's display

uncertainty found it's way

to this lonely heart of mine

broken and shattered, i come

beaten and battered are some

children get hurt every night

alcoholic fathers out of sight

why? is the question i ask

silence is what is masked

when it speaks only the deaf can hear

when these mysteries are still unclear

when i couldn't breathe, the wind did for me

when i couldn't speak, my lips uttered sound

among the stars is where i'm found

far from the underground

a sweet song plays after a bitter ending

while the song of victory is playing out of tune

seems life has made it's way around the world and forgotten to ask if i wanted a ride

when secret pain i try to hide

shows forth on the outside

the day it is clear...
the questions,
the mysteries,
those things we fight about...
the existence...
the beginning of the world...
how we got here...
are we creation or were we evolved?
those problems will be solved...

simple things that humble me

a child's hug

inheriting grandma's vintage chinese rug

a thank you for hard works accomplishment

saying "good night, i love you" to my
spouse each night...

playing the songs i learned when you were a kid on the piano...the entertainer

all these things remind me of how good life is...let those thoughts overpower the bad things...never to remember again...

[phantas~]

Sometimes, I close my eyes.....Hold my breath.....And try to hear you in the calm.
And in the quiet moments.....When the air is still.....And my mind is at rest you come to me.
The ghost of your fingertips stroking my face.....Your caress like whispers of some far distant sadness, which I cannot name.....and cannot deny.
I can feel you still, flowing like a river beneath me.....your breath, as soft as blessings upon my cheeks.....and as a child in the warm rains of summer, I danced in you.